Here I am, at work, wishing i were at home sleeping, cuddling, watching tv, reading, ANYTHING but working. today just seems to be one of those days. but then some things make me think, did i make the right choice to take this internship? so much has changed since i took it! i'm working full time, i moved home, i'm still kind of doing school, i'm single... but honestly, i can definitely say that i'm happy with my choices. i'm happy to be sitting here not wanting to do anything.
but there are just some days, like today, where that urge to cuddle comes up, and i wonder, is there anyone out there for me? is there anyone that won't screw up, or when he/she does screw up i'll say it's ok? i know the answer is yes. but the next question that pops into my head is when? the answer here is patience. i've never been one for patience, when i want things done i want them done now. end of story. but it still makes me squirm to think about being alone. not to say that i'm not enjoying being single... but i love having a companion. maybe i need a dog? ha. maybe...
i'm not looking for perfection. perfection is unattainable. i'm looking for compatibility at the highest level. hopefully someday i'll find that someone. until then, i have better things to worry about than relationships.
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